My uncle's funeral was today. I just picked up my parents and dropped them off at home. The feeling during the ride was strange. What do you say to someone who has just buried her little brother? My mom looked so tired and sad. My uncle had just gotten a passport to Canada and was […]
Soon, I begin to feel like there is no point of being here. Why am I here and he isn't? He was just a baby, he didn't deserve it. He needs me. One night when my boyfriend is sleeping I went into the coat closet and hung myself.
On the way to the hotel I got a sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. I started screaming for the shuttle driver to turn around and he couldn't. The other people on the shuttle were looking at me. I pushed open the door and jumped onto the street but quickly realized I did […]
My baby had tubes coming out of EVERY part of his body, the top of his head, a few in his chest, his arms, his legs, his stomach-EVERYWHERE. My heart broke and I would not leave his side. Over the next few days he swelled to twice his weight.